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So I had this crazy dream last night. I'm going to just play it safe and say that it was only caused due to the amount of pain I'm in and the 400mg of advil I put into my body before bedtime. Anyways back to the dream.



So there I was sitting in this restaurant in Beverly Hills. I was with this guy who was like this big time musician in a band. I've never seen or heard of his band before. He had like the emo brown hair with blonde highlights, green eyes, was super duper tall and of course I looked like a whale next to him but whatever. Anyways, we're talking and he goes "ashley I can't see you anymore" and I guess I was dating and whatever cause I got all upset and called Janet crying. Janet was all there there Ash, it will be just fine. Then I started walking down this street and all of a sudden this boy from my past walks up to me and gives me a big hug. I was like O.O WHY ARE YOU HERE? We go sit in this park and we just talk and talk for hours. I remember the conversation very vividly but I don't want to say what it was about because then you'd all figure out who this boy was. So there's like this time lapse of about two weeks and then I'm sitting having a picnic on the beach with this boy and he's like, "I always wanted to tell you I loved you. I know i'm not like super rockstar boy, but i've always had it bad for you...yadda yadda" and of course I went all super girly and got all emotional and confessed my feelings and it was happily ever...I woke up.

My point of this is...I've been watching the hills too much lately. I need to finish season one and give it back to Janet so I can get this out of my system.

Right?....no...

My real point is now I'm so confused about my life. Boys are the epitome of confusing. I like this one. This other one likes me. I kinda like the other one but i'm not sure. Oh and don't forget to throw an 18th birthday in there somewhere.
As if my life isn't complicated enough, God just HAD to throw boys into the mix.
I'm just going to smile and nod, just smile and nod.

Speaking of 18th birthday.

I'm in over my head with party planning. This is going to be huge. It's going to be extravagant. I'm super pumped for it. I'm just hoping i'm not on crutches for it and if I am, you bet I will be playing DDR with one foot.

xoxo
Ash