Today could not possibly get any worse....
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I'm so seriously fed up with people today. I really had hoped today was going to be a good day. I woke up in a good mood and I was so ready to go to school and get the day started. Yeah that lasted a whole half hour...
Thanks to my darling little sister. I got my keys taken away from me so I couldn't drive anywhere. I was planning on going to the gym with Janet and Anna after school to work out since my father likes to make remarks on my weight. (more on this later) But yeah so mom told me I wasn't allowed to drive to school and mind you this was at 7:30...class starts at 7:40. I called Dad and asked him if I could just drive to school since I was pretty much going to be late. To sum it all up lets just say, Megan is the little princess and I'm the scum of the earth. Whatever the princess wants, princess gets. Ashley wants something? Oh no she can get it herself. I get home and I get my Akron University admittance packet part two and I call mom to ask her to take a day off so I can get my mennegitis shot and my hepatitis B shot and she flips out saying that she can't deal with this and for me to figure it out on my own and then proceeds to tell me that I need to wait till she gets home to register for orintation.
I don't get this at all.....
Look, I know i'm not the best daughter ever but I try.
I try to get the best grades I can get. I try to get all the scholarships I can get. I always give my best and nothing less. I apply for job after job. I can't help people aren't wanting to higher students in high school and I most certainly can't help the economy (which is bad when McDonalds tells you they are having a hiring freeze...) I can only do my best and nothing less. If thats not good enough for you well then tell me and I'll go find somewhere else to live. I'm not going to stay with people who have lost complete faith in me.
Thanks to my darling little sister. I got my keys taken away from me so I couldn't drive anywhere. I was planning on going to the gym with Janet and Anna after school to work out since my father likes to make remarks on my weight. (more on this later) But yeah so mom told me I wasn't allowed to drive to school and mind you this was at 7:30...class starts at 7:40. I called Dad and asked him if I could just drive to school since I was pretty much going to be late. To sum it all up lets just say, Megan is the little princess and I'm the scum of the earth. Whatever the princess wants, princess gets. Ashley wants something? Oh no she can get it herself. I get home and I get my Akron University admittance packet part two and I call mom to ask her to take a day off so I can get my mennegitis shot and my hepatitis B shot and she flips out saying that she can't deal with this and for me to figure it out on my own and then proceeds to tell me that I need to wait till she gets home to register for orintation.
I don't get this at all.....
Look, I know i'm not the best daughter ever but I try.
I try to get the best grades I can get. I try to get all the scholarships I can get. I always give my best and nothing less. I apply for job after job. I can't help people aren't wanting to higher students in high school and I most certainly can't help the economy (which is bad when McDonalds tells you they are having a hiring freeze...) I can only do my best and nothing less. If thats not good enough for you well then tell me and I'll go find somewhere else to live. I'm not going to stay with people who have lost complete faith in me.
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I wish there was something I could do to make you feel better hun. Just take everything day by day. Kids going off to college can be hard for parents too, so just explain to them that they just have to get through the year, and then you'll do the rest. ily!
I think you should keep your chin up and keep moving forward... I have had parental problems trust me... but ignore them and their negativity and just try and work things out the best you can. You can only rely on yourself thats one thing i have learned in my few years living... you can do it as long as you dont lose hope.
and remeber,
"everything will be okay in the end, if its not okay its not the end."
hope this helps... advice from a stanger... :]
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