☮ & ♥

I don't care if its a wedding cake. I want that cake for my graduation party. That totally beats my Hannah Montana cake I had for my 18th birthday party back in October.

I need to write more. I've been holding all my feelings back again. I need to put a pen in my hand and just let everything out. Maybe then I can make sense of everything and make more rational decisions with my life. Lately, I've been making things as I go and thats all fine and dandy but I kinda do like having an order to my life...especially when I have a week that looks like this..

Monday: Schooling
Tuesday: Nursing Home, Schooling
Wednesday: Placement Testing, Picking up Janet from class, color Janet's mom's hair
Thursday: Last day for client services in cos before we hand it over to the juniors
Friday: Schooling, Working the prom fashion show, helping Tri-M, TAI Concert :DD
Saturday: More Tri-M, Church to help with candy orders

Thank the Lord for spring break next week. Although it will be spent taking placement tests and packing for Toronto.

I'm super stoked for Toronto. I need to get away from everything right now. I've been so stressed out lately to the point its affecting my health. I need to get away and relax. I also need to learn that once you go through the chain of command, change is all left up to the individual. You can't make a person change. They have to do it on their own and they have to make their own choices. Its getting down to the wire and I'm learning each and every day who my true friends are. My number of friends keeps going down and down as I weed out the ones I know I can depend on for sure. It's a sad thing when you can count on one hand, but at the same time its a good thing because you have a less chance of getting hurt.

So thank you Janet, Ashley, Teisha, Beth.