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I hate this point in the summer. It's hard knowing everything is going to change here in a few weeks. Soon my best friend will be leaving for college. Helping her pack was probably the hardest thing I had to do. I know its not saying good bye or anything but just knowing she'll be like 30 minutes away instead of 5. It'll take some getting used to. Speaking of college I still have to order my books. I'm procrastinating hoping that it will just stay summer forever. Eventually i'm going to have to face the music...eventually...

Just finished an amazing week of VBS at Janet's church. I seriously love everyone there. The kids this year were just so amazing and so cute. With the exception of the temper tantrums and Janet getting bit and kicked and screamed at, Kayla's fat lip and various other injuries, it was fun and it really made me think. Everything happens for a reason and only God knows that reason. Sometimes my faith is scattered and there's times I feel like there isn't anyone there but I just need to remind myself, even though I may not be the best "christian" in the world, I am still loved. It's also nice to know that I have a guardian angel looking out for me and its the little things that remind me that Brandon is and will always be there looking out for me. I almost forgot what it was like to really believe again.

I really didn't mean for this to be as religious as it seems. Anyways moving on..

I still have a lot of plans for this summer. List is seen below.

*Panic at the disco, Fall Out Boy and Blink 182 show with Janet
*Habachi Japan with Angel, Amanda, Janet and others TBA
*Order my books
*room renovation (is starting on this one tonight)


Also, if anyone has any tips on how to make your bedroom feel more like a dorm, please let me know. I'm staying at home to save myself money for school and I want my room to have a dorm like feel...I probably just confused everyone..

plus i'm pretty much broke so don't tell me to go spend money on this this and this...just give me cheap tips please and thank you